A few days ago, I decided to court her and well, i got rejected lol. Sebenernya sih, gw udh siap buat di tolak, and so, as a result, gw gk terlalu sakit hati. But then, there's one problem. In her rejection, she mentioned how we can still be FRIENDS. And guess what? She didn't even bother to read my reply to her rejection.
Jujur, penolakannya sih gk seberapa. Tapi ignorancenya itu.. It hurted me quite a lot. And yeah, gw punya hak untuk marah. I mean, look. Dia bilang mau tetep temenan, tapi malah ga peduli akan reply gw. Apakah itu yang namanya 'STILL BE FRIENDS'? Gw cukup sedih. Dan gw pengen entah gimana caranya, nunjukin apa yang telah dia lakukan. Tapi, oh well, ga ada artinya juga sih lol.
Well, I do the right to be angry and stuff, but then, it'll be an endless cycle of misery. Lagipula, it'll only result me being more sad and think about her again and again and again. Ga ada untungnya. Mending gw enjoy my life and have the time of my life.
Besides my university is really great. I get to learn psychology which I'm very passionate about and I also met a very fine lady in my univ. lol. Oh well, let's just see what will happen next :P
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